APPARENT CALAMITIES AND
TRANSIENT SUFFERINGS
Arnavaz N. Dadachanji
"Whatever your apparent calamities and transient
sufferings, they are but the outcome of my Love
for the ultimate good."
Meher Baba
Nariman and I reserved tickets to go to Ahmednagar by the
night train on 4th December, 1957. That afternoon our driver
took me in the car to do some last-minute errands, all of them
having to do with Baba's coming visit to Bombay. I was in
the back seat with two photos of Baba in silver frames that I
was taking to be polished, reading over my list of errands,
when suddenly the car crashed into a pole, throwing me
forward so that I hit my head against the front seat.
The sound of breaking glass was so loud that I thought every
window in the car must have shattered. Stunned and barely able
to think straight, I sat quietly for a minute, taking Baba's name.
With the impact of the crash the two pictures, which were in a
leather bag on the seat, had fallen to the floor, and the glass in
the frames had broken into a hundred pieces.
A crowd had gathered around the car. Someone helped me
to get out and directed me to a shop nearby so I could call
Nariman at his office to tell him what had happened. He came
quickly with his brother Behram, who took me home. When I
later inquired about the condition of the car, I was surprised
to learn that not a single window had been broken. That
seemed unbelievable, as the glass breaking in those two small
frames could not possibly have made so much noise. It was as
though Baba had directed the impact of the accident into
those two picture frames.
The accident took place at about 4:00 in the afternoon. When
Nariman and I boarded the night train at 9:00, I was still very
shaken. Although I had escaped with only a small bruise on
my forehead, I found it very difficult to sleep on the train.
As soon as we arrived at Meherazad, we went into mandali hall,
where Baba was waiting.
After embracing Nariman and me, Baba asked, "Did you sleep
well?" When I said I hadn't, Baba looked concerned and asked
why. I had not planned to tell Him about the accident immediately,
but having been asked, I narrated the previous day's events.
Baba abruptly turned to Goher asking, "At what time did I have
the prayers said yesterday?" She replied that they had been said
at 2:00 in the afternoon.
Baba then sent me to the women's quarters to have tea and relax,
directing Goher to tell Mehera and Mani what had happened.
I was warmly embraced by both of them, and they were quite
startled and concerned to hear about the accident; even the
word itself must have brought back their painful memories
of Beloved Baba's accident just a year earlier.
An hour later while we were eating lunch, Baba turned to me
and said, "You have no idea what you have been saved from!"
After a pause He repeated to the others, "You all have no
idea what Arnavaz has been saved from!" Then He told me,
"I saved you once and I saved you a second time." After
lunch Baba instructed me to rest.
While I was lying down, Goher came to tell me what had happened
at Meherazad the previous day. Baba had been very upset.
While normally He would retire to His bedroom on the first
floor of the big bungalow at 5:00 or 6:00, that day He retired
at 2:00, telling Mehera to pray and giving His own words for
the prayer.
Everyone present could see that Baba was restless. They
could sense that He was doing intense work and felt He was
saving someone from disaster. Since Dr. Harry Kenmore
had been flying to the United States from India at the time,
they all thought that his plane was in danger. Goher said,
"We didn't suspect it was you Baba was saving from a fatal
accident."
GIFT OF GOD, pp. 153-154
1996 © Meherazad Trust for Avatar Meher Baba
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