Do not think for a moment that you can give yourself to me.
You do not have that power.
I chip away at you. Why?
I love you.
There is no cruelty in my play.
Pain? Yes, but I am never cruel.
You forget me so easily
that I must bring you back through pain.
Remember me every moment.
Like now, in the barn, think only of me.
You know that I am all.
Still, you must remember me in all.
Then you will see me.
Then seeing me is all that you will do.
Then, when I snap my fingers,
you'll be me.
I take you.
You cannot give yourself to me.
(10/13, a. m.)